I’m so over being blamed for everything and being hated just because you always get the easy way out and never get in trouble. I’m so tired of not knowing what it’s like to feel loved by my own mom because she’s always against me and hates having me home. I’m tired of trying to be the tough one, hiding my tears from you guys so I won’t be made fun of. I’m tired of people not knowing the true story because every time family is over you guys act like you never do anything and everyone always lectures me about how I’m a bad daughter and I need to change. For once I just want people to realize that it’s not always my fault and they treat me like crap too. You guys don’t realize how much torture it is bring home. This is why I’d rather be at school because even after so much drama at school, I still feel loved by my friends and they actually show me they care. I just wish you guys knew how much pain I have to constantly go through with you guys.